Hahah you'd realised I dont write happy girl but joyful woman.
Hmm, make me sound rather old acuatlly, but I dont know. Just prefer it that way.
Anyway, went to zhangying's house downstairs with Karchian(thank God for you kc !!!) after NE sports day today.
Sigh, I h8 walking so much actaully, I h8 finding places when I dont even know where to head to.
Hahaha, but thank God we still managed to find her house in the end !!!! HEEEHEE.
Oh acuatlly we didn't inform her that we will be going her house when we are because she kept saying she cant meet us anym.
Hmm anyway just to cut the story short, when we reached, we gave her a call and she agreed to come down !! Thank God. Yea so we did a prayer for her that her parents will allow her to come for camp.
Ahhhh speaking of that, *screw her new-bought dog*
She can't come for camp apparently, because she just bought a new dog that cost 1.4K !! :S
Many times of calling her up, texting her.
She still replied me"cannot". Urgh, my heart felt like dropping when I saw that message bout two hours ago cannnn.
Hmm, but I realised that if this is God's plan, so be it then. I think what I can only do now is to wait for miracles !!
At least, I've given my best to help her and I should instead rejoice that I'm willing to go this far for God's people!!
And also, I think what's most important is to be on God's side, doing what's right.

Yea, and I thank God for going for wfl this week. It was refreshing, and fufilling. Yupp, learnt alot from the book of Ruth.
Obedience, Motives. :D

Ahh, anyway I feel so unproductive the whole week can.
Only like studied a chapter of Biology can.
When there's like so many chapters of Chemistry, Math and Econs waiting for me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I h8 jc srsly.
Okay stop complaining meichi, move on !!!!
I shall be a nerd.
(-:

Ooh, and threee more days to my birthday !!! :D (actually im not very excited anym lehhh, hahaha issit because as my age becomes bigger, our excitement level will drop uh?)

Haha, I thought I would never have the mood to blog again.
Sigh, college life sucks :(
I hate NJ, I hate the culture!! And I don't wannnna take Alevelssss. This is the first time I'm disliking studying so much, I mean it was still okay to study when I was in secondary school, but college's style like difficult for me to get used to it leh :(
Okay, I sound quite angsty huh, but I dont feel angsty actually surprisingly. I just, dont like the school.
Or maybe Stnicks was too good to be compared with NJ!

HAHAHA, and omg I realised I've been always feeling sleepy nowadays. Is it because of the accumulation of lack of sleep during school days? I used to wake up at 630 am last time !! Now i have to wake up at 540am, omg kill mee :(
I got a feeling college life will make me look older by 23872837 years after TWO years only? :O

Hmm envermind shall post about happier things(:
I'm really glad I am able to find some fun and close friends in the school within a short period of time ! (points to 'sluttynerds' hahah okay not a nice clique name but hahah its just funny! )
I thank God for putting this people in my life really :D

Wow I just realised it's been a month since I last blogged.
But anyway the past month was spent rather boringly.
I mean in NJ, what can you much expect. Sighhhh.
Actually I've many times regretted not going for the rjappeal, tsk. But I think it's better to make myself like nj so that I won't suffer through the two years.
Oh anyway, school's been more interesting when there's people to talk about !
Hahaha, I found a fellow classmate who appreciates my taste !
We both agree on meltz! (I think only wenman,weiling, ivy, grace,sharon will understand this) HAHA.
Anyway, my sat's made even more boring when I have to wake up so early every morning to go for training in school. And wear the same thing every week to service, so disgusting luhh.
I really hope the njgirls team can make it to top four this year lehhh, though chances are very mild.
Pray pray pray that God will make miracles for the team who has never gone into top six for a very long time :D

Oh and my cough is making me feel sick. This has been dragging since the we've had the chalet at changi.
My god, that's like two months already ?
And now, I've lost my voice completely.
Omg it sucks when I can't communicate with anyone in the house.
And sharon I can finally emphatise with you now. My voice is worse than yours now :-( Its 'zao-xia' and not sexy at all, crap.)

Okay, gotta read up on the econs slide now. I can't apply econs knowledge on anything srsly.
Kambate!

Well, it's not much of a skill thing I'm talking about. More of an emotions thing. I guess disappointment is a thing that kills. At least, for me.
I wanna get over and move on.
Because I know that's the only way for true love and understanding to fall in place nicely.

Daniel says:
getting the right JC is only the begining... must continue to study hard just like what u have done... the rest leave it to God...

:-D I guess I should just be satisfied with what I've got.
Three hundred plus, and counting, people are dying to get into the school and I'm thinking of appealing out.
Hmm, I think I've considered and I think whatever JC that I enter doesn't really matter so much. What's most important is I continue to give my best and get into a good university eventually.
I shall work towards NUS from Monday onwards ! (HAHAHA)
Anyway, don't think RJ will be a wise choice anymore since I want a slacker CCA. Or at least, not table tennis anymore.

I, or actually everyone else, started off this week with the LUNAR CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :-D I don't really know the reason why either, but this new year was spent rather, boringly. Is it because this is already the seventeeth time I'm celebrating chinese new year, hence and feeling sick of it. Or is it, holiday has been too long for me that I don't excite over Chinese new year holidays? Sigh, don't really hear much chinese new year songs too since there's no new year celebration for me this year in Stnicks!
Still, had quite some fun on the first day of the Ox year. I played blackjack with uncles and cousins(as usual), and omgosh I think I'm kinda lucky this year !
Got 'Bunluck' on the first round and I got triple seven=twenty one! That means I'll receive seven times of what I've bet on. :-o
Hahaha, kinda enjoyable game! (not because I had winnings though)

Yupp, then had caregroup on Weds. It was in Jessica's house, very far from pl actually haha. Jessica's parents were very hospitable! Her mom can cook really yumms&spicy curry, good food !

And today, I had a steamboat reunion dinner with the fourloyalty'08 peeps (:
Omgosh, the third steamboat I've had during this new year season! Anyway, it was enjoyable! Ate alot, laughed quite a bit too. I think I will really miss them alot :-( We're not even going back to the same school and the same class next Monday. Hmm, but I guess we'll still stay close even though we go different JC's ! Haha, there's already like another meetup at Wenman's house on the first day of school! All the best to you guys in your new environment (:

Hi I'm having fever now but I guess we'll still carry on with the chalet tmrw(:

Address: Blk 326 E11 Changi- Fountain view

People who are confirmed coming:
Wenman(staying), Michelle(staying), Suxian(not staying), Christine, Sharon, Peiwen, Lena(not staying), Yihsin(staying)

People who hasn't confirmed to come:
Vanessa, Panshin.

Okay, anyway I'll be providing you guys dinner ! My mom said she'll cook curry chicken and rice for us hahaha. But just in case it's not filling enough, I guess we'll just go over to the nearby Changi hawkers to fill us even more yupp. I heard they sell barbeque food there !
Yupp anyway, we'll need some drinks and chips to last us till the night ! Yea, so these are the following things that you guys can bring okay ? (-;

Chips/ marshmellows /cup noodles / any food for us to bite on in the MIDNIGHT( yea you can see this means supper if you're staying over) : Wenman, Michelle, Yihsin, Sharon

Drinks, probably just like few bottles of 1.5 litres drinks: Suxian, Christine, Peiwen, Lena.

Yea, anyway please be there only AT AROUND 4PM because I'll only check in at three plus.
And there'll be my grandparents,  and my mom! Hahah, so don't be shocked if you see people there (-:

Yea, and we'll most likely be playing mahjong, play pokka cards, suntanning at the beach(HAHAHA WENMAN), play volleyball, build sandcastles (sounds interesting yea?), watch dvds, GOSSIP TILL THE NIGHT ENDS (ooh no ! gossip is a sin, okay uhh chatting bout our future is a better idea hahaah), walk along changi road (btw you may get to see some transexual people cause they like to hang out at the hawkers there hahaha, but of course there's timing so if you guys really wanna see them we've gotta set a good time yea! :-D )

And to the people who hasn't confirmed if they are staying over or hasn't confirm if they are coming, do comment and confirm with me now, YES NOW !! thanks (- :

Lastly, do bring along some dvds if you have. I'll bring the dvd player there.

Shit, I think after going for RJ's open house, I'm even more confused.
Hmm, but i really wna thank those people(like my second aunt, parents, seniors) who's been giving me lotsa comments bout the schools, and also like what are the best decisions to make. And actually, even to put the schools at which position already gives me a headache.
My parents keep insisting me on putting NJ as first choice and RJ as second. I mean, I just wna try if four pts can bring me to RJ what. I'm actually very confused now leh :(
Should i put Nj as first choice since the tabletennis teacher said we don't need to put RJ as first choice through sports appeal. But i dont even know if I'm fit for sports appeal and I think general appeal needs RJ to be at first choice ? Wliaozzzzzzz.
Nobody knows how the freaking moe system work la. Only God knows. Hmm, sometimes I really hate making decisions for myself. I've gotta face consequences, and i hate to face bad consequences !
And I think that having choices ain't really a good thing afterall. Cause' you've gotta worry about lotsa factors. :-(
I hate making decisions !!

Shit, I think I sound like some problem kid. But i really feel awful now, though its just one of the decisions I hvae to make. God, I need some guidance and wisdom from you now badly !!

Thursday Jan 15, 3:42pm
Okay, I've somehow made my decision (-:
I'm gonna put NJ as first choice, RJ as second AJ as third, etc etc.
Hmm, I think one thing I told myself is that, I should just settle at NJ and yea, just MUG for the following two years. Anyway in the first place, I dont even care how people think of NJ. What I wanted at first was to enjoy my two  years in jc and mix around with fun friends. (and I know nj can't provide me that, most likely)
But many people has been telling me that going into JC is just a stepping stone to university, somewhere where you just mug so that you can get into a university, and not somewhere to have fun. Srsly, you can just enjoy life after your A's! Especially if you did well and can make it to a course in the university. In fact, my sister says that university life is slacker than her jc life. Two years is like only 2.5 percent of my life and I don't mind being boring for two years !(if I live till 80 years old la hahah). And I don't believe that school life in NJ can be that bad, if not why would 800plus people end up there every year ?
Hmm, I guess choosing a school that can secure me a place in the university is more practical.
In the mean time, I shall check out like how's studying in RJ and also, tt trainings in the school. (if I make it for sports appeal hahaha)
I guess sports training in RJ's really different from stnicks, especially during the competition period!
Yea, so many factors to take into account hahah. But I just want to make a decision that I will not regret making, yea that would be the best decision for me I guess.  For everyone else I suppose too (:

Sigh, got back the O's results yesterday. I really think I need more vocab lessons(hahah)
Screw English luhh, screw higher chinese too. It just killed my l1r5 score and dashed my dreams of getting into hc/rj. And I really want to go there badly ! :-(
Now Im in a dilemma as to put which school as first choice.(rj/hc) God really pray that you'll lead me to the right choice! Anyway whatever the results is, really thank god that I didnt screw MEP ! Hahaha, i totallie did badly for performing major and the paper luh, but with His grace and mercy I got an A1 for it. (I'd never expected that! )
Hmm, so I went for HCJC's open house with the rest today. Talked to the KI teacher/communications director ahahh who gave us the almost-the-same-talk when he came to our school last year to promote HC. He kinda assured us(those that got b3 for english) that we'll have a good chance going into the school, but who knows luhh. Maybe he's just trying to psycho us. :-/
Hmmm, really pray I'll get into my desired jc neh !

Still still, wna thank everyone who has supported me during the Olevel period. All the encouragement cards from the caregroup, and the smses! Friends, classmates, teammates,etc. Thank you guys !
And also, really wanna thank ALL(i mean ALL seriously)my teachers for the past twoyears. You guys really drill us into taking O's and yea, never giving up on us! 
Yea and I also remmeber Mrs hoo explaining and answering all my questions patiently on the phone just one day before my Olevels chem paper! Really wna thank her for being so sacrificial and patient with all my (weird)questions! Mrs Koh too, I think my maths wouldn't be as good without you guiding us and really teaching us all the tricks and faster methods(: Yea, all the teachers, really thank you guys for being with us!

Anyway, Im really glad for fourloyalty08 cause I heard that our whole class got an l1r5 of ten and below!
You these bunch of smart allecs, thanks for all the joy you've given me for the past two years !!

My gosh you know what ? I had a horrible dream on the day they confirmed the date of the release of Olevel2008 results ! :- (
Is that like a premonition thing or what ? I dreamt I got C's on the report card and I had a L1R5 of eleven or twelve ?! Oh but one thing I was very glad with the results is that I had a A1 for my mep GOODNESS GRACIOUS !! I think I dreamt of OCC(mep teacher) too. :-O

Sigh, I've got really all kinds of feelings now seriously. Scared, nervous, excited, BLANK.
Mom says she'll give me a sum of 150 if I get a seven, 100 if its a eight, 50 if its a nine, and 30 if its a ten. :-/
HAH, this shows my mom's kinda very good in her bargaining skills. Dad says he'll give me 500 as long as I get below 10 points. (Are you kidding me?! I bet ya just kidding only lorh) But hey, this also shows how much little faith he has in me :-(
Sigh, feelings of doubt all over me now. What if I don't make it to the school I want to go into. What if I get into some boring school I'd never dreamt of myself to be in it. Shiaz la I cant even sleep last night already.
But as I keep thinking, I guess what Weiting said was kinda right ! What's done is done, I can't really revert anything. On Monday, I'll know roughly where God gonna place me in His perfect plan.
Hmm, one thing that finally keeps me in peace is that, wherever I end up in, this is where God wants me to be in and where God gonna use me greatly. One thing thats very encouraging from Melissa Tan is that we may not end up where we really want to go, but still that's the beginning and where God gonna use his mighty hands through me and I should be excited for it! Hence, I hold on strongly to my faith and I pray that I'll compose myself as a joyful person on Monday, no matter what the results is. (-:



We're gonna all pass with flying colours.

Heheh has been blog hopping around and I just realised everyone will start off with " FIRST POST OF 2009!"
Hahah kinda lame but yupp it builds up the atmosphere though !
Anyway, the picture below shows Wenman's beautiful kitchen ! It's like one of those I see in America's houses laa !
Yea so I had christmas stayover with Weiling at Wenman's! I reached her house at like 1230 am, it's really chilling you know. Haha then it was christmas lunch the next day where the rest came over to Wenman's house at like ten am in the morning :-o

Hmm then went over to Calvin's place for New year barbeque! Not really countdown for the three of us though cause we left before 00:00am !
Yupp oh and I think few days before went shopping with Shiyu at Vivo. And you know what? I got myself a really nice netty shaw for only 4.90 (WOWWWW!!!)

( Pictures for last week )

I've been talking alot to my contacts on MSN recently !
Wow, I think it's the first time I'm so very much faithful to my contacts that I don't mind just chatting with them the whole night !
Hmmm, I think also Thank God that they're all from table tennis and there's like a topic for us to move on further!
Got a couple of them are Buddhists and their parents are strongly against them going to church. Hmmm, but I guess God moves mountains so I have faith that they'll definitely be able to come one day as long as I continue Sow on them.

Oh anyway, had Stnicks Tabletennis Christmas Exchange cum Barbeque party yesterday evening ! It was at Delaney's house, wow her house is really pretty, must prettier than her previous one! Hmm though I just recovered from fever only, I just ate the sweetpotatos and chilli stingray cause they just look so tempting :-(
I barbeque sausages myself ! Hahaha, hey it didn't go CHAO-TAH okay, unlike the rest !
Had a great time with the team, the seniors came back ! Really enjoyed each and every one of their presence(: Oh, and my gift was from Huiyue. She gave a angel that looks like a devil actually (whoops sorry cause it was painted all black !), a notebook and a keychain.
Hmmm, then I had stayover at Delaney's! We slept on the third storey, I think it's an attic. Really cool and nice place though!
All in all, I enjoyed my day yesterday with the TT dudes!

Yay, its still 25th December 2008 !
Hehehe, had church service yesterday at the Rock Auditorium. WOW, I think the decorations are really cool this year and I love the worship song!
Next up was the Northeast christmas party at Heidi's. Haha, Sharon says that decor's always last minute with her leading but still, the decorations turned out to be quite nice ! Thank god for the decor team (:
And something cool! We spent hours painting the bricks and hey, Chantel decides to keep it in the RC instead of throwing it away! :-D
And and, I've got a great testimony to share. Stayed around at Heidi's till quite late yesterday while waiting for Sharon's brother to come back. Hmm but it was too late so I left with Sining and Charlyn first. It was around 1154pm when I reached the bus stop and you know what, I saw the last bus's timing on the board which states 1150pm ! I was like CRAPP, don't tell me I missed the last bus! I don't wanna take cab cause I was very broke and I don't how know how much exactly it will cost.
I was all alone that time so I prayed audibly to God that there's still bus 156 around !
Guess what, God's a faithful God. As I was about to give up and leave with a bus to Amk, I saw 156 behind! Praise the Lord and I really think He's behind this(:
The bus uncle was very nice to stop me at my stop even though I didn't press the bell!(Oh I told him where I was going) I said merry christmas to him though. I mean it can be really sad to still work when it's christmas !
Yea so was at Wenman's place yesterday night. She's got a pretty christmas tree! We were just like eating, watching movies, chatting and camwhoring the whole night yesterday.
Okay, pictures next time.
See ya.

Oh Lord, I really pray that You will move my dad's heart. He will be going to my eldest sis's church tmrw with me ! (-:
Uh, though the reason's bit funny, -to listen to songs. But Lord, I pray that you'll continue to move in my family. Nothing is impossible with You. Even though they worship another God today, I pray.. I pray that they'll come back to you tomorrow ! :-D Hmm, my mom's didnt have alot of reaction when I told her I'm going to church today.(on a note though) In fact she asked me if I wanna go to my sis's church tmrw ! God, what are you trying to tell me ? Hahaha.
I anticipate your word realllly ! (:
Okay, I'm gonna meet you NOW.
Good night !